BY JABBES MVULA LUSAKA AFRICA - I must admit, I have been very preoccupied. Ever since I knew I would be directing Zambian actors in BAD TIMING while being assisted by an American crew, I was worried. I would often wonder how they would relate to each other. I also felt like I was caught in the middle. On Thursday when the crew met the cast everyone was introduced, it felt awkward. I became more concerned. I knew it was very important that we mesh together in order for this movie to be made.

From the beginning, I feel this project has been a collaborative effort. Many friends and family have sacrificed so I could go to the United States to pursue my dream. While I was there I met an amazing woman and her students who embraced me and my dream.

Now we have returned to Zambia. I am bringing my new friends, some I consider to be family, to meet my old and dear friends and family. It is important that the two cultures find common ground. For right now the common ground is me and this project.

Today was our first official shoot. I had to leave the shoot to locate some technical supplies. My crew could not go do this without me because they do not know the area or the people. I was so nervous to leave, but I had no choice. When I came back I found the rest of the crew working with the cast. Jeniece had done make-up on the actors. They were teasing her. She was laughing. Pamela was interviewing the cast so she could put in their blogs. Susan was visiting with the other actors. I could feel the unity on the set. This made me very happy and relieved.

I know now that everything will be alright. I am no longer caught in the middle. I am a part of a wonderful group of people who are helping me make my dream come true. I am so happy